Crew Member Discloses Mental Health Struggle In the Wake of ‘Tsunami of Harassment Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her battle with depression after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the wake of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in the spring, which also featured high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a social media post, referring to a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the period after the journey.
She described the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and conducted tests during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her lab work and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her heritage – was overshadowed under the tide of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work championing the cause of sexual assault survivors.
Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after an attack during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
In the time since achieving her goal, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the well-wishers whose kindness helped save her. “You all saved me,” she affirmed.
She noted that amid the criticism, considerable good had resulted from the flight, such as spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
The Historic Journey
The fully automated spacecraft launched from Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that passed the edge of outer space.
The diverse crew also included leaders in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.
